“Your photo is out of focus.”
My biggest regrets have always involved focus.
Like what I did with my camera, I didn’t focus on studying, especially math.
I’m now an irregular student; I’m behind my academic flow chart of courses for my program.
If I chose to focus on the base of all the math courses I have to take for my whole college program,I wouldn’t be delayed–I’ll be taking two courses that are prerequisites to even more courses within my four years and one term.
I felt so redundant after typing that gosh.
I lack focus.
Like, right now I should be studying, but instead I’m here–blogging, chatting, thinking up of ways on how to commit suicide.
My parents told me if I failed a subject, they’ll take me out of the university I’m in. I don’t even know where to go now; I haven’t even told them I failed.
I don’t know how to break it to them.
I just can’t.
So I’ll just think up of ways on how to end my life instead at the moment.
Like what I told my friend:
“Death is inevitable,
I just want mine early.”
Don’t worry, soon enough I’ll get distracted and find something else to do.